Monday, February 28, 2005
i cried.. i cried.. i cried......
let me cry alone plz... let me be... i'll cry wen stressed.. so let me be.. i'll be alrite......... trust me.....
i'm so stress up by all e' thgs tt happened.. y when there's a stress.. all e' stress will come one by one... wat is dis... i juz hate my life.... i hate all dis thg..
i chatted wif him... my heart melted.. i dun dare to tell him i miss him.. i wanna be wif him... my courage juz dun allow mi to sae all dis............
it's impossible for mi to go for someone i dun love...........
sch wrk.. argh..gonna die... loads of sch wrk waitin for mi.. *headache* construction details wasted mi 2 daes to do... argh... wat e' hell... there's more case studies. perspective, sectional, model n more n more... wat e' hell.. how can i finish all dis... 18 more daes to submission.... omg omg omg... i can feel e' stress comin.. gastric is comin back... backache is comin back... headache is comin back.. it'd been almost 2 yrs i nv had dis.. argh.. it's all becuz of dis project.. becuz of STRESS... I HATE ALL DIS.. watever.. enough of all e' argh.. mental block... all e'... all e'.. unhappy? sad? argh.. wat e' hell.. i cant think of a word..... all my anger? aiya.. watever.. let's sae some happi happi thg happened 2dae ba...
2dae is jason n julian's b'dae.. both js haha.. crap...
to jazzon...happi 18th b'dae to u wor.. haha.. :p i already said watever i wanna sae le wor.. :p dis idiot.. kana sabo le.. den sabo me.. made mi stink for e' whole dae.. er xin.. everione there r full of cake.. wahaha.. n cream.. had cake+cream facial... all thanx to him.. -_-
to julie... happi 18th b'dae to u leh.. julie julie.. aha aha.. miss u leh.. haha.. :p free muz come out leh.. btw.. all e' best to u n ur gf n everithg u do.. :p okok.. watever..
=~=HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO BOTH OF YOU=~=
2dae is mr tan last dae in sch.. gonna miss him although he's a bit.. aha aha.. :p he sae i muz work v hard for dis 3 weeks.. cuz i'm boderline case.. might repeat.... argh.. :'( add more stress to me......... argh... :'(
i'm nt feelin v well recentli.. haven recover fr cough... n i cant slp at nite.. keep wakin up at nite.. nt enough slp... pimples popin out le.... sooo sad..
gt my o eng le.. FINALLY.. pass.. wahaha... feel soo happi.. :p bt mummy still sae.. 'no gd no gd' haha.. :p i noe lar.. realli no gd.. bt at least pass.. :p
'daddy' came my hse after sch... still e' same.. NO CHANGE.. haha.. watever.. if he change.. it'll be weird callin him 'daddy' le.. haha.. :p
watever.. late le.. nite nite.. sweety dreamz.. :p take care care ppl.. :p
~fernny~ .S:T.R:E.S:S.O:V.E:R.C:O.M:I.N:G.M:E.
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